So many fucking thoughts...

I keep hearing him... just when I think that maybe He's left... I hear him once again... reminding me of the horrible things I've done...


One person I killed was a girl... no older than 11... I attacked her mentally, hearing her scream in agony... and as I smiled I pulled out a knife... I cut through her stomach... and... and I pulled out her organs... one by one...


That's not even the worst one... I'm such a fucking awful person... I should burn for what I've done... I should burn...






On a lighter note... I haven't actually seen Him... so that's a good sign I guess...


SINcerely,
Raz