Thursday, December 23, 2010

So many fucking thoughts...

I keep hearing him... just when I think that maybe He's left... I hear him once again... reminding me of the horrible things I've done...


One person I killed was a girl... no older than 11... I attacked her mentally, hearing her scream in agony... and as I smiled I pulled out a knife... I cut through her stomach... and... and I pulled out her organs... one by one...


That's not even the worst one... I'm such a fucking awful person... I should burn for what I've done... I should burn...






On a lighter note... I haven't actually seen Him... so that's a good sign I guess...


SINcerely,
Raz

3 comments:

  1. Raz, did you even have control over yourself when that happened? I don't think you wanted to do it.

    From what I've seen, Raz, your a good person. I don't think you'll burn. No deity will make you burn for something TD&T(as Vera calls him) Made you do.

    Stay safe, Raz, feel better.

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  2. Anonymous here...

    Wow man... that's rough... but yeah, I agree with Kiki. I'm sure you didn't do it because you wanted to, He was just forcing you. We know you aren't that bad of a person Raz.

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  3. The Archbishop was fine in his secluded holdings, though he would not take the cloth from his lips.

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