I gEt To MaKe A pOsT...

YaY...


It'S hArD tO eXpReSs My ExCiTeMeNt...


Um...


He SeEmS aNgRy...


JuSt ThOuGhT yOu'D aLl WaNt To KnOw ThAt...


NoT jUsT aT uS (rAz AnD mE) bUt AbOuT mAnY tHiNgS rIgHt NoW...


YoU (aLl Of YoU) hAvE rEaLlY bEeN uPsEtTiNg HiM...


SiNcErElY,
D

On the run, but D seems to be having fun...

Seriously. He seems to think it's like playing Hide and Seek.


It Is...


JuSt MoRe DaNgErOuS...


WhIcH mAkEs It MoRe FuN...


Heh... I guess so... We've been riding busses a lot recently. This is one of the songs I've been listening to while going along.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qVstHPhaJ6M


It's The Reeling by Passion Pit. Good song, great band. Hopefully the new year has been kind to all of you.


CaUsE iT'lL pRoBaBlY gEt WoRsE...


SINcerely,
Raz / D

More about the priest...

He's actually a runner. He decided that he could trust me and that I'm not hollowed... at least for now... and let me know some of his history.


He's been running for around three years now and has only recently come to this town. When he arrived he got a job in the church. Before he started running he was a priest, and when he had been working at the church for a few weeks they actually allowed him to become the active priest of their church. He thinks that He has probably forgotten about him and decided to spend his time going after more important people, but with my arrival he's pretty sure that we'll need to leave.


Yeah... kinda sucks that I'm the reason he's going to have to leave this life behind... but whatever...


Can still here Him... he's getting louder... talking more...


SINcerely,
Raz

Almost Christmas...

I've been reading Kiki's blog some more... I don't think I've ever dreaded a christmas more than this one... God I hope nothing happens...

He won't shut up!!! God damn it! I KNOW WHAT I'VE DONE!!! AND MY FRIENDS HAVE CONVINCED ME AND COMFORTED ME IN WHAT I'VE DONE AND THEY'VE LET ME KNOW THAT IT IS MOST DEFINITELY YOUR FAULT!!! AND I AGREE DAMN IT!!!

*sigh* so yeah... still going through that... but... I think It's getting a little better...

I think I saw a proxy today... but I can't be sure... I was in the woods... bad idea... I just... couldn't stay in that house anymore...

SINcerely,

Raz

So many fucking thoughts...

I keep hearing him... just when I think that maybe He's left... I hear him once again... reminding me of the horrible things I've done...


One person I killed was a girl... no older than 11... I attacked her mentally, hearing her scream in agony... and as I smiled I pulled out a knife... I cut through her stomach... and... and I pulled out her organs... one by one...


That's not even the worst one... I'm such a fucking awful person... I should burn for what I've done... I should burn...






On a lighter note... I haven't actually seen Him... so that's a good sign I guess...


SINcerely,
Raz

Doing better...

Hey guys! Yeah I'm feeling a lot better. Honestly though... occasionally I can hear... Him... It's weird... it doesn't sound like a different voice or anything... it sounds like mine... but it doesn't say things that I would say... He... He's persistent... I'll give him that...


Uh... but yeah. I think I'll be okay though. X3 I'm glad to see we have a new follower on here. Welcome Kite!!! Great to meet you!


SINcerely,
Raz

I'm back...

But god my head hurts...


But yeah, I'm here...


But...


He's still here...


still in here...


in here...


in me...


GET OUT!


God... damn it my head hurts... I can see the faces of all those I killed... god... how could I... those poor poor people... but... I'm back... Kiki... I'm back...


SINcerely,
Raz

About last night...

He was inside... I pushed him back... but...god... I've never seen such a horrific sight... I think it has affected Rachel... She's not talking to me...


We came downstairs and there he was, standing in the doorway to the kitchen... I attacked... mentally of course... he shrunk and let out a terrible roar... or was it a scream... either way... it shook the house with it's rage... or fear... Then... many tentacles sprouted from his back... They thrashed about, knocking things off the counters, and slapping against the ceiling. I kept attacking, wanting to make him completely retreat. All of a sudden I realized I was on my back with Leslie and Rachel standing over me. I had blacked out, they told me. When I had collapsed they had looked at me, and let Him out of their sights and when they looked back He was gone.


Well now you know what happens when you try to come into this house... stay the hell out...


SINcerely,
Raz

Symptoms...

Rachel tried to hide it... but I saw... she coughed up blood... It happened just thirty minutes ago... it's getting worse... He won't get her... I'll find a way...


Leslie says he actually saw a shadow downstairs but didn't hear anything... like... a shadow, and the next time he looked... it was gone... He's here... but... He seems to just be... exploring... getting His bearings in this house... I'm going downstairs... Rachel and Leslie are coming with me... I'm going to push Him from her house... 


He cannot have her...


SINcerely,
Raz

Days...

Feel like they're just blending together... I'm not losing time... it's just... hard to keep track of what day it is... hmm... well everyone is still safe... Rachel isn't doing very well... and Leslie seems to be developing a cough... and Rachel is still refusing to run... God damn it... I can't let Him have her... I l... ike her too much to let that happen...


SINcerely,
Raz

Today...

I met with my friend Leslie and we talked the entire day, and finally decided on something. He decided that, even though he can't really fight Him like I can, he is going to try to help me as much as possible. He'll patrol the hallways and I'll stay in Rachel's room and watch over her directly. If a Husk shows up I think that Leslie will be able to hold them off. He's really good at fighting and brought a knife... and... if He shows up... well... that's what I'm here for...


You'll never get through...


SINcerely,
Raz

She won't leave...

She doesn't believe that she's in any real danger... Damn it... She even fucking told me that she saw someone who looked a lot like Him, but she didn't get a very good look at him. It happened today while she was grocery shopping...


So... I guess I'm just going to keep a close eye on her... a very very close eye on her... You won't get her you bastard... you won't...


SINcerely,
Raz

stay away from Rachel...

Or I will kill every last one of your followers Slender Bitch. I'm not fucking bluffing... If any harm comes to her... you will all die...


She seems to be feeling ill, like she got whatever it was from me... but I'm worried... that maybe she's being hollowed... and that this is just the beginning of it...


SINcerely,
Raz

Just read-

I just woke up... he was standing over me. RIGHT OVER ME


I don't know exactly what happened. when our 'eyes' made contact he shrieked and shrunk back, as though an immense pain had struck him... I think it was my powers...


This means I can hold him back... there is hope... I knew there would be... Hmm... I think I can sleep soundly now...


Sleep well everyone...


SINcerely,
Raz

So very tired...

I woke up and could hear scratching at my door. By the time I got up and opened the door there was no one there, but there was an operator's symbol scratched into the door. But mixed into the scratches was blood... yeah... I think the person scratched it in with their fingers...


I've been sitting here for thirty minutes debating whether I should go back to sleep... oh and yes slendy, I saw your message, and thank you anonymous for translating it.


I feel ill... I'm going to take some pepto bismol... after that I think I'll be going back to bed... God... I'm so tired...


SINcerely,
Raz

Last night...

I didn't post last night because I was just too tired. Sorry, hopefully no one was worried or anything... I mean... something did happen... but it wasn't life threatening... I mean... it wasn't an imminent danger...


Last night I arrived at the hotel around 10pm. I paid for my room and went to go put all of my stuff away and get some rest. When I arrived at my room the door had a HUGE operator symbol on it. Yeah... I was really worried. The symbol had been scratched into the door, and the scratches were quite deep.


I unlocked the door and pushed it open. As I did I felt a huge presence and fear engulfed me. I stood there frozen as in my room was... Him... He was just standing there, 'staring' at me from the darkness of the room. Once I finally got the courage to be angry at his presence, rather than afraid, I stepped into the room and suddenly he was gone, and all of the lights in the room were on.


If the encounter had ended in a fight I would have posted earlier, but since it seemed like he was just doing reconnaissance, I didn't feel the urge to post about it until this morning.


Incase you were wondering, yes I had a hard time going to sleep last night, but I did manage to get about  8 hours of sleep, so that's good.


I'll post later today either when I get to the hotel or if something interesting happens.


SINcerely,
Raz

Lunch break...

Stopping by a Starbucks and getting one of their premade sandwiches. I'm getting that and drinking a frappuccino. YUM!


I got a text this morning and all it said was. "He is coming" and it was from an "unknown caller." Yeah... I'm actually nervous... hopefully something can distract him long enough to NOT come after me... I don't think I'd be ready for that...


I'll talk to all of you later tonight. Stay safe and resist!


SINcerely,
Raz

Next town...

Got here with relatively little trouble, for being on foot that is. I've started heading east.


This place isn't as nice as the last hotel I was in... I think I saw a cockroach. Ewww... So... yeah... I'm heading to New York (not city) cause I have a friend up there that I've contacted about this. She's going to let me stay with her for now. I explained what has happened and she believed me. She's a Slender Man 'fan' too. She knew that I wasn't just kidding around about seeing Him, getting attacked by husks and me having powers. I'm really glad.


Thank you Rachel...


I'll be up for a while longer before heading to bed. So yeah, I'll talk to you guys now or in the morning.


SINcerely,
Raz

HELL YEAH POWERS!!!

I was just attacked. It was two husks. Fucking creepy bastards... I woke up when I heard the door to the bedroom hitting the wardrobe. I decided to face whoever it was instead of trying to hide, since He doesn't need to use doors, so it wouldn't be Him.


I pushed the wardrobe to the side the flung the door open, there were two husks standing there with their creepy masks on. One of them was holding a knife and came at me. I focused on him and imaged a knife sinking into his skull. He screamed in agony and collapsed on the ground, dropping the knife. I then grabbed the knife and pointed it at the other husk. I told that one to leave and take it's friend with it. It slowly reached down and grabbed the wrist of the other husk who sounded like he was crying. The standing husk dragged it's friend out of there and closed the door behind it.


GOD IT'S GOOD TO HAVE POWERS! FUCK YOU SLENDER MAN!!!


So yeah, I'm fine. I just saw the post that showed up. Thanks for translating, once again, Anonymous, even though I didn't get it in time to be totally prepared. I'm going back to sleep after putting the wardrobe back. Hopefully I can sleep the rest of the night. See everyone tomorrow!


SINcerely,
Raz

Traveling...

Yeah, I went mostly on foot today, though I did get a ride near the end from a stranger, so that was nice. I'm in the next hotel right now... This place is kind of creepy... When I was coming in I saw an operator symbol scratched into the wall right next to the front door. Doesn't exactly bode well... but... we'll see... I've locked my door and all of my windows and am currently in the bedroom of the hotel room (it's a suite, really cheap rates here!) and have moved the big wardrobe infront of the door. So yeah, I'm feeling a bit safer... though I know if He comes after me it won't help that much, but if it's just husks then that should hold them back for a bit.


If anyone has any questions I'll be up for a few more hours before going to sleep, so just ask me any questions you have in the comments section.


SINcerely,
Raz