GET THE FUCK OFF MY BLOG!!!

God damn it! I refresh the page to see if anyone has posted a comment and I find another god damned post!


GET THE HELL OFF MY BLOG YOU BASTARD!!!


God... This is getting tiring... I just...


I'm going to sleep... fuck you slender man... fuck you...


SINcerely,
Raz

Well...

damn.


Anonymous, thanks for helping translate that... but yeah... My car broke down... I know I can't waste time trying to fix it so I'm hoofing it from here. Luckily the town I'm in is only about six miles from the town I'm planning on staying at. See you all in an hour or two. (probably)


For those of you who want to know exactly how the car broke down, here it is. I was driving a long the highway when suddenly I heard a loud bang and the car swerved to one side. I was able to pull it over without crashing, luckily, and got out to check what had happened. As most of you could probably already guess, one of the tires had blown out. I don't have a spare, nor the money to buy a new one, so I'm abandoning the car.


To Kiki- Thanks for showing concern. Yeah, he really seems to want to get rid of me... I'm pretty damn sure it's just because I'm a conduit...


I've seen that a lot of people are giving themselves titles, well I just want everyone to know that I'm not giving myself one, you can just keep calling me Raz, cause that's who I am; A psychological soldier, an un-killable man, and I'm not going to give in to that Slender fuck. I WILL GO ON!


SINcerely,
Raz


P.S. I figured that the title to the post that wasn't made by me was in morse code so I looked it up really quickly. It just says "him." Fun times.

So...

yeah...


I got up just a little bit ago and saw this new post on here. No I didn't post it... of course not... which pretty much means that slender man is probably trying to distract me, to keep me here long enough to catch up. So I'm heading out for right now. I'll make a pit stop later on and check for new posts from you guys or whoever.


SINcerley,
Raz

Before I forget it...

though I don't know how I could...

I had a dream... a nightmare... and it wasn't exactly the same as the others... there was a distinct difference...

Like normal I woke up lying on the leave covered ground, but while looking up I didn't see any trees, though it was still foggy. As I stood up I saw that all of the trees were gone... well... not gone... there were stumps everywhere, but no standing trees left. Standing not too far away from me was... Him... I could feel his gaze on me. I suddenly felt the wind brush against me and knew that time was not still, as in the other dreams. I heard a rustle behind me and made the mistake of looking away from Him. When I looked back he was only about two feet away. I felt a scream well up in my chest and as I let it out I woke up, screaming...

I... I'm terrified... I think he can see me now... It's something I did... Either my research... my trying to support those who are being attacked or harassed... my mentioning that it's a possibility that I'm a Conduit... Maybe it has something to do with me posting that picture of myself... Maybe it's all of them together... I... I'm still going to try my test tomorrow... but... I'm worried...

For reference: I woke up at 1:11 roughly

Tom, sorry that I woke you up with my screaming. I know it must have been startling and a bit unnerving.

SINcerely,

Raz

Something...

Yeah I decided to see if I could find a list of all the Slender Blogs. I found a really good one on Unfiction. I also saw that I was added to recently started Slender Blogs. Honestly, I hope that this doesn't really become one. You have no idea how terrified I am right now that I might see Him.


But yeah, hopefully getting added to that list will allow this blog to be found by someone and I can get some advice or at least I can make sure that if something happens then someone will know.


That's all for now.


SINcerely,
Raz

Braid...

I've been playing it a lot recently. I finally got the true ending. It was really cool how the game gave a whole new meaning to all the events leading up to the end. I like it when movies, stories, and video games have the theme of "reality versus perceived reality."


Though I have to say it'd really scare me if I were to find that my own reality wasn't correct and that my perceived reality was completely different from the true reality. Which is why I've been so worried about my dreams recently. I mean, I've been reading a lot of slender blogs and I honestly thought they were just stories, but with these dreams... nightmares really, I'm worried that I very well may see Slender Man.


Nothing else for now...


SINcerely,
Raz

My dreams...

Hi everyone. I've decided I want to talk about the dreams I've been having lately. At least in a little more detail.


I always wake up, lying face up on the leave carpeted ground. All around me are impossibly tall, thin, dark trees. In the dreams it's never dark there, per se... just...grey. I stand up and look around, seeing absolutely no one around me. In all directions the trees stretch out, disappearing into a grey fog. Solitude is something I've always longed for, but even so, this starts to be unsettling after a while. Then... in the distance I see something. I can barely make out its shape. It's tall and thin like the trees... I know what it is... but I want to deny that it could possibly be there... how could it be... it's just a meme from the internet... right? Even so it stands there, unmoving, as though it, along with the rest of the forest around it, is frozen in time, like a snapshot from a camera. I feel my heart begin to race, my hands becoming clammy. I can barely breath, it's sightless gaze transfixed on me and mine on it.


That's always when I wake up. I usually have a cold sweat and am breathing very heavily. The dreams have been so real recently... it's truly unsettling...


But yeah... if someone sees this could you give me any advice on how to stop a reoccurring dream? Any help is appreciated.


SINcerely,
Raz