Solstice...

Yeah, if I stay in this general time zone I figured out when my Winter Solstice is. It'll be on December 21st at 5:38pm. (so you don't have to spend time figuring out) That's in Central Time Zone. So yeah... just thought that it'd be good to have the date marked on here since apparently there's going to be a big fight between slender man and... I guess the runners and the conduits? I'm assuming something big is going to go down then so I don't want to be caught off guard.


I've made a gas stop and am still heading north. So far I've seen no signs of Him so hopefully he's either distracted or can't keep up for right now.

Before I forget it...

though I don't know how I could...

I had a dream... a nightmare... and it wasn't exactly the same as the others... there was a distinct difference...

Like normal I woke up lying on the leave covered ground, but while looking up I didn't see any trees, though it was still foggy. As I stood up I saw that all of the trees were gone... well... not gone... there were stumps everywhere, but no standing trees left. Standing not too far away from me was... Him... I could feel his gaze on me. I suddenly felt the wind brush against me and knew that time was not still, as in the other dreams. I heard a rustle behind me and made the mistake of looking away from Him. When I looked back he was only about two feet away. I felt a scream well up in my chest and as I let it out I woke up, screaming...

I... I'm terrified... I think he can see me now... It's something I did... Either my research... my trying to support those who are being attacked or harassed... my mentioning that it's a possibility that I'm a Conduit... Maybe it has something to do with me posting that picture of myself... Maybe it's all of them together... I... I'm still going to try my test tomorrow... but... I'm worried...

For reference: I woke up at 1:11 roughly

Tom, sorry that I woke you up with my screaming. I know it must have been startling and a bit unnerving.

SINcerely,

Raz

Conduit...

Okay, what I was looking into was something that happened to me back in high school about two years ago. I contacted the friend of mine (more of an acquaintance, but whatever) who was involved and made sure that I remembered everything correctly and got his description of what happened.


One day I was sitting with my friends at lunch, talking about school and how our different relationships, or lack-there-of were going on. I had actually been dumped the day before but I was trying to keep from showing my sadness and anger, and honestly thought I was doing a good job.


Near the end of lunch my friend (the one I contacted to verify this story) walked up, wanting to hang out with us and as he approached he suddenly froze, gave a sharp cry of alarm, looked very worried and looked right at me. He quickly said "I have to go." and walked away.


I asked him, when I contacted him today, what it was he experienced. He described it as "an invisible knife stabbing deep inside my brain." He could feel it coming from me and decided it would be a good time to leave.


What I had remembered (feeling that is, not just the events) was thinking that it was my ex walking up to us, because he had approached from behind us and I had barely seen him when I thought that, and got very angry, so angry that I imagined attacking him with a sharp object, any sharp object really, just something that was close at hand.


The reason, I believe, he experienced this was he is big into wiccan and has told me how he can "feel" people's energy.


After reading about what conduits are and the kind of powers they posses... I think I might be one... I'm not sure... I'm going to try something tomorrow and I'll let you all know how it goes.


SINcerely,
Raz P.

Question...

Wow... three posts in one day.


Alright, I've been hearing a lot about "conduits" recently. What are they? I read that they have powers and each one is unique. Also I've heard that Revenants kill them. From the sounds of it Revenants are not good... well... when being ordered. I've seen several blogs made by Revenants who seem nice enough as long as they aren't being ordered to do something. So yeah, does anyone have a good idea of what "conduits" are exactly?


SINcerely,
Raz


*edit* I read on the blog What You Are In The Dark a little more about what conduits are. So are conduits human? Do these powers just surface eventually? Or are they always there, but the person doesn't really realize that they have them for a long time?