Monday, November 29, 2010


Okay, what I was looking into was something that happened to me back in high school about two years ago. I contacted the friend of mine (more of an acquaintance, but whatever) who was involved and made sure that I remembered everything correctly and got his description of what happened.

One day I was sitting with my friends at lunch, talking about school and how our different relationships, or lack-there-of were going on. I had actually been dumped the day before but I was trying to keep from showing my sadness and anger, and honestly thought I was doing a good job.

Near the end of lunch my friend (the one I contacted to verify this story) walked up, wanting to hang out with us and as he approached he suddenly froze, gave a sharp cry of alarm, looked very worried and looked right at me. He quickly said "I have to go." and walked away.

I asked him, when I contacted him today, what it was he experienced. He described it as "an invisible knife stabbing deep inside my brain." He could feel it coming from me and decided it would be a good time to leave.

What I had remembered (feeling that is, not just the events) was thinking that it was my ex walking up to us, because he had approached from behind us and I had barely seen him when I thought that, and got very angry, so angry that I imagined attacking him with a sharp object, any sharp object really, just something that was close at hand.

The reason, I believe, he experienced this was he is big into wiccan and has told me how he can "feel" people's energy.

After reading about what conduits are and the kind of powers they posses... I think I might be one... I'm not sure... I'm going to try something tomorrow and I'll let you all know how it goes.

Raz P.


  1. Interesting... From just reading this, it seems that ether you have some sort of ability(Which I'm assuming is what you'll be testing tomorrow) or your friend has an ability of some sort. Although the first option seems more plausible, we wont really know until tomorrow, will we?

    On another note, I was wondering if you could give me an outline of what you look like, what kind of hair you have, a general idea of how tall you are, things like that. I'm not trying to stalk you though ^^" I'm just wondering because I'd like to draw a picture of you.

  2. I'm trying to upload a picture of me to photobucket, so yeah I'll have it up on here soon. (the internet where I am at RIGHT now really sucks, but I'm going back to my dorm soon, so I can't upload it right now.) I'm about 5' 11" and 174 lbs. (no real fat, but very little muscle.) My eyes are a mix between Hazel and a little Green. (for super detail on the colored part it looks like a really thick spiderweb, thick as in each strand is really thick. No kidding. If I can get a good picture of my eyes some time I'll actually upload them too.) I can't describe my hair very well so I'll just show you the picture later when I can upload it.

  3. Here's a picture

    It was a picture from facebook, but I honestly I don't want anyone knowing who I am... I don't trust the internet that much. X3